Time to perish???

Really!!! So it has been more than 6 months since my last post - my longest haitus to date. Acha tell me, why did my Indirank (ranking at Indiblogger.com) kept going up while I was on a haitus. Is that an indication of my quality of writing? Was I getting penalised each time I blogged - well, I will find out at the end of this month.

It wasnt long ago that I was this single carefree damsel bored with general proceedings of life taking seeking a refuge in the world of blogging. And suddenly I am this reponsible mommy who is feeling guilty about using the little time avialable during her daughter's nap to blog rather than catch up with daughter's laundry.

It wasnt that this blog was out of my mind. I kept phrasing all those posts that I thought I would put down as soon as I got some free time... well, the thoughts kept getting pushed away and here I am, wondering if I should ever get back to this blog.

The day after I delivered the baby, I wanted to blog. I wanted to blog about how life seemed so different than before but again not so different - the confusion, the overwhelming feelings, the tiredness, the self-doubt - motherhood seems worth it all when your baby smiles at you few months down the line...

Now since those smiles are coming my way, I would rather leave my blog to preish on its own.